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Dead Master
Utsuho Reiuji

What would it take for Dead Master to be truly "pieced back together", like to the point where she doesn't speak without all those pauses and breaks in between words? (since you did say it's possible....!)

HMM. Good question, and I have been thinking about it for a while. But here's the draft version that I kinda/sorta got worked out. To begin with, it's def. more than tolerance (like Shooter's unbelievable tolerance for her antics). Rather, she is dependent on whomever she's attached to (which would be Shooter rn) to argue with her and to tell her that no you're wrong or wow that's a really weird/crazy/creepy view. In a way, she wants someone else's authority/guidance in her life (authority= friend) because in her mind, almost everyone knows better than her in one way or another. She needs her hand held, basically, and she doesn't want to admit it.

Another thing that's needed is unconditional love, or acceptance, or whatever. Shooter's already given her that but DM's always questioning, paranoid, and doubtful. She wants to fight it to test its limit (because if there is a limit it's not unconditional), which is very, very unreasonable of her to do. That's why she's being especially nasty towards Shooter (abusive, etc.). Obviously there are much better ways for the unconditional-ness of something to be tested. Which... it technically already has been proven sturdy by Shooter over and over again. It's just that DM always, always, always takes things to a negative extreme, maybe enough to do damage.

At the same time if you noticed, DM is arguing the opposite of nearly any point Shooter (and others) throws at her, regardless of whether or not she agrees. Or just fighting with Shooter because she can. So that argument aspect is necessary because it's how she sorts out the rights and wrongs of what she believes or is influenced to believe. The argument aspect is just another part of being confrontational little shit against that authority figure because it's fun. Furthermore at her core, her views do actually align with Yomi's. She argues against that, too, because DM wants to be her own self and have her own views. Sooo, another part of it is accepting Yomi as an innate part of herself and to love her and accept Yomi's views and feelings... not because DM's simply an Otherself, but because she argued through them and came to the same conclusion.

SO it's like the two main things she needs is guidance and acceptance. Does... that make sense?

Oh Dead-chan..........

Hmmm, so how far would she go to test Shooter's patience and tolerance?

Well. The good news is that she won't go out and actively harm Shooter's friends. So that's a big step up for her, even if she's considered it. Right now she's being extra stubborn on not worldhopping her around tho' or being extra rude. The next step is probably cold-shoulder or talking to her behind her back or insulting her in public. ~~SHE IS SO MATURE, OKAY?~~ She just wants Shooter to call her out on this (like she did with her being p/a, which made her p. glad because it meant that DM annoyed her enough for her to do something about it).

.... Fff if DM ever does do those things she'd probably just end up making Shooter sad and/or confused and wondering if she did something wrong to provoke DM.

Obliviousness at its worst, yeaaaaaah!!

their only other chance is that someone checks them both into relationship counseling or something.

....we need an saya.

YES

AND THEN THEIR RELATIONSHIP BECOMES EVEN MORE CRAY CRAY

~~an saya wow, brain~~

Saya just be jelly she's not included.

yah probably true, she hangs out with a bunch of middle schoolers anyways

~forever alone~

Idk if this would ever happen b/c I'm totally canonblind right here, but inquiring minds what to know. What would Dead Master do if Shooter ever retaliated in a way that basically said "I'M GETTIN' PRETTY TIRED OF YOUR BULLSHIT DEAD MASTER" (except in more Shooter-y words) in terms of DM testing her unconditional affections all the time?

DM'd be a p. bad sport about it. She'd fight her about it, even if she knows she's being rude and annoying. To a degree, DM knows it's crossing a line between testing and abusing that aspect of BRS, but she's not really helping herself to stop it. Um.... Basically, she'd just try to get Shooter more worked up until she didn't think it was fun or worth it anymore. At that point, she'd either brush it off or say it's how she is (which isn't helping herself at all) or give an apology depending on the topic. It's because even if Shooter will accept her, DM knows she's pulling some dirty tricks and can't accept herself being with someone so accepting. DM's tired of her own bullshit, too, because essentially it's bullying to make herself feel better about her own problems (which is why she considers herself weak), but it's all she knows on how to temp. make her own doubts go away.

Ooooh. That's very fascinating.

Another question! How does DM feel about Shooter coming and hanging around Yuri a lot more lately, especially since a lot of Shooter and Yuri's conversations tend to somehow end up in the area of Shooter's relationship with DM if it doesn't end up somehow touching on Yuri's personal relationships? (Idk why but a lot of their conversations end up in those arenas lately.) And if she doesn't know that that's happening, how would she feel about it?

DM would def. be jealous about it kinda like she is with everything. :|b Except she'd blame Shooter and not Yuri.

LOL. That is pretty fab. DM and Yuri should hang out sometime just for fun..

That'd probably be a good thing, yeah.

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