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[defactonation.livejournal.com]

THE THESE ARE MY CONFESSIONS MEME

Does your character have a deep dark secret that they don't want out? Well, too bad. Something has just forced your characters to reveal their inner most secrets, true identities and even elements of their own past that they've tried to forget. What shouldn't be known is suddenly known. What shouldn't be said is suddenly exclaimed.

Not canon unless both parties agree!

No one can lie in a thread, you lack the capacity to. All confessions are truthful and sincere. It's uncontrollable what you say to a person.

Comments

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

Is that what you wanted from me?

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

Why do you care anymore, anyway? You left!

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

I...I didn't leave.

I'm still not asleep.

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

Yes you did!

Stefan, go to bed. B|

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

I didn't! [he never shouts, but he's pushed to his limit.] You left me! I asked you for help and you said no! You lied to me about everything! All you ever did was pretend!

fein

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

Me?

_{[Asuka's voice rises to a shriek.]}

I waited for you to come! I fought! And you let me die!

Don't you feel better now that y've napped?

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

[this would be the point where he would break down. stop talking. but to his own surprise, he continues to yell, although the tears cloud his vision.] I couldn't save you! There was bakelite and there was nothing I could do! Why can't you just forgive me?

Yus

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

Because I died! I trusted you and you failed!

excellent.

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

...maybe...we failed each other.

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

You don't know what it was like.

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

I don't. ...I'm sorry. I would have saved you if I could.

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

You should've been there.

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

I wanted to be.

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

...I know.

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

[here come the tears] I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

S-stop that! You're acting...!

_{[She trails off and stares at him. For a moment she hates herself.]}

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

[wiping them away unsuccessfully] D-don't look that way, Asuka.

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

I... I'm fine!

_{[So not crying.]}

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

[of course not] You're not, but...you should try to be. Being sad doesn't look right on you.

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

...stupid Shinji.

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

[he'll take that as an endearment and sorta smile in that endearing way that asuka loves. and she loves it, right?]

[redheadcarrier.livejournal.com]

<sub>[No, she totally hates it.

Except not really.]</sub>

[childrenoflilim.livejournal.com]

[dat's rite. say that to this face.]