http://defactonation.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] defactonation.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] adddictions2010-09-15 03:18 pm

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THE THESE ARE MY CONFESSIONS MEME

Does your character have a deep dark secret that they don't want out? Well, too bad. Something has just forced your characters to reveal their inner most secrets, true identities and even elements of their own past that they've tried to forget. What shouldn't be known is suddenly known. What shouldn't be said is suddenly exclaimed.

Not canon unless both parties agree!

No one can lie in a thread, you lack the capacity to. All confessions are truthful and sincere. It's uncontrollable what you say to a person.

[identity profile] grancenturio.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm a fallen angel. I was born to be a warrior for the gods, but I refused to fight - for that crime, I was stripped of my powers, cursed to continually reincarnate for eternity, and removed from Asgard.

I have spent the past millennium and a half causing conflict after conflict in order to create a sword powerful enough to break my bonds and let me wage war against the gods.

I have no qualms about killing people for my cause, even those that trust me. I have no problems with bringing back the dead to use them against their former allies. I have used and tossed aside countless pawns, some of whom I know killed themselves because of what I had them do. And I do not feel bad about it.

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 07:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Every day, I feel like more and more of a failure as a monk.
oceanicbutterfly: (happy)

[personal profile] oceanicbutterfly 2010-09-16 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
You're the best monk I know.

[identity profile] vinodejerez.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I know that Dad and Mom and Mr. Wesker and the others are bad people. I know that. But they're nice to me, and I don't want to have to hate people that care about me despite being bad.

That's why I try to ignore it. I don't want to deal with it.

[identity profile] a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
You're gonna' have to, one day. You can't run away forever.

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[identity profile] cawing.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I am bound by a magical contract my predecessor signed. If I disobey any of the whims of Begnion's senators, my people will start dying, and will not stop until they so wish it.

There is nothing I fear more than making the wrong choice and having this happen.

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madeitsquare: (He has a heart sometimes)

[personal profile] madeitsquare 2010-09-15 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you... have any siblings, lad?

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madeitsquare: (HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE THE FRAIL AND ELDERL)

[personal profile] madeitsquare 2010-09-15 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes, I wonder if I should be happy she didn't love me at all. At least that way she didn't have to see what I'd go on to become.

I'm too ashamed to apologise to my sisters.

I love all of my nephews - even Donald - very dearly.

[identity profile] stripping.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
What you've become doesn't seem all that bad...

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I'm sorry for the angst ;_;

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[identity profile] quidditch-stag.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm scared I won't be able to help my friends when they need it. I want to help them out but sometimes I feel like I shrug them off for things less important.

Take Moony, I wish I could be there every month but I know I can't. I'd do anything to stop his pain but again, I know there's nothing else I can do that what we're already doing. That's why we're doing this. We're going to be there for him. I know I am. You guys are more important than Evans, you are.

[identity profile] why-so-me.livejournal.com 2010-09-16 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
I know how you feel about Moony...but at least you're trying your hardest to be there for him. And I think this is really gonna help.

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[identity profile] reigunning.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm actually scared of how this tournament's going to turn out. I hate being afraid of this guy's power, and the fact that I might have to become like him in order to be strong enough to beat him.

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[identity profile] killerbaseball.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish I could speak to my mentor one more time.

I do understand, to some extent, why people are so appalled by my actions. I am only frankly tired of hearing their opinions.

Working for Matthew Engarde was an unforgivable mistake. One that did not cause any further damage to my face, at least, but a grave mistake nonetheless and, every single time I see him posting in the community, that faint memory of the anger and shame that I felt rushes back to me.

[identity profile] a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I used to live with my mother and father in the wilder territories of Alaska. One day humans working with some mysterious paramilitary organization attacked us. They killed my father, burned our cottage, shot me full of holes, and I don't know what happened to my mother. I just know she was missing when I woke up.

I was five at the time. Timber wolves found me and took me in, keeping me fed and occupied until my extended family tracked me down some months later.

Anyone who ever got too involved with me either ended up dead or traumatized.

I've killed people before.
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Is it hard? Killing people, I mean.

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halfthetrouble: (they used to call me weird hair guy)

[personal profile] halfthetrouble 2010-09-15 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I haven't checked in with the Earl or even gone back home in over three months. I don't know if he knows about Jasdero, but I'm scared he'll kill me if he finds out. 'Cause what good is a Noah without any powers, right? And I'm so fucking useless without Jasdero... I can't even help Shito pay off his goddamn loan, how pathetic is that!

Sometimes I wonder if I'd be better off if the Earl did kill me.

Fuck, I don't know what to do anymore. I just want Jasdero to come back.

from later on in canon damnit

[identity profile] childrenoflilim.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I think about when I killed him a lot. When I came home, I tried to wash all the blood off my hands even though I knew there really wasn't anything there. It didn't work.

There's no one I trust anymore.

Asuka called me disgusting. She's right.
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[identity profile] promiseunbroken.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Disgusting? For what, killing someone?

W-Was it?

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yes

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[identity profile] xxxing.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm scared of making friends because I don't want to have anything to lose. Someone can't betray me if they didn't have my trust in the first place. There's no reason to be afraid of death if I'm not losing anything.

... I wish my mother had loved me. Somehow-- shit, I know there's no way. That's not a sign of love. But I wish she had, just... a little. Damn it.

Tch, I know I'm probably not gonna live to see 20. Who cares.

[identity profile] vinodejerez.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I care. I'm sure other people do too.

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[identity profile] redheadcarrier.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't stop thinking about my death. I can forget it for a while but it always comes back. I have nightmares and I keep waking up in a cold sweat. It just won't leave me alone. Why can't I forget?

I flinch when anything flies over me.

I miss my mother. I miss Shinji.

I hate myself some days.

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[identity profile] eschatologist.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I do not happen to possess parents; I was merely created. It was my destiny to bring about mankind's destruction, but I had declined. I had made another choose, instead.

I did not know of life beyond the facility until I was permitted to leave. My body is simply a vessel; a construct. I am a container for Adam's soul and the desires of others - those who did not wish to feel loneliness nor face misunderstanding. Pain is something they could not endure and thus they had sought me to end it.

The wish to return home; to return to Adam - despite all that has come to pass, it is still present. Such a connection has never faded.

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[just sittin' here, angsting away at EVERYTHING kaworu just said]

ffff

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[identity profile] atleastimpretty.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I actually think Lina's kinda cute.

Oh, and I'm hungry again.

OOC

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WHY IS EVERYONE SO SUPER SERIOUS?

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I do know how to party.

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[identity profile] 100thbrokendish.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm part fish. Or I was. I'm not sure anymore.

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Are you happy about possibly changing?

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[identity profile] ifbymyhands.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
A girl in my grade died this past summer, and even though I only met her a few times, I felt like one of my best friends died. Maybe it's because she was always hanging around Yukito-kun. Maybe it's because, before the community, I didn't really have actual friends.

I dunno. Weird, huh?

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I'm sorry. Do you know anything about who she was?

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[identity profile] promiseunbroken.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I know that by most people's standards I'm fucking insane. I know the man I follow is just as crazy if not more so. I don't care. My life is the best I could have hoped for.

A part of me is glad we didn't win the ring battles. If they are stronger than us, I respect that... even if we'd never change to try their approach to strength.

[identity profile] a-wolfen-heart.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Your life is the best you could have hoped for? Well, at least you're not overly ambitious. That's as bad as havin' none.

[identity profile] pink-sugargirl.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I am a Sailor Senshi and Princess of Crystal Tokyo. I'm afraid I'll never live up to my mother...

[identity profile] cannotbelieve.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm a magical girl. I fight evil at least once a week after school. And I think I like it.

[identity profile] dreaming-oflove.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I still regret Narissa's death...

[identity profile] suze-querida.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I think the dead guy haunting my bedroom is pretty hot.

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If it meant I could go home to Prim... I'd kill Rue. And Peeta.

[identity profile] grancenturio.livejournal.com 2010-09-15 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
No one reasonable could condemn you for it.

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